Tracks in the heart...

"Blessed are those whose strength is in you,

in whose hearts are the highways to Zion"

Psalm 84.5

I read this Psalm in my quiet time recently and was struck by the second part of this verse - Highways to Zion in the heart.

In its original context it describes someone who is longing to go to the Temple in Jerusalem with God's people to meet with him and stand worshipping in his presence. Wherever they were, whether out in the fields, stirring a pot, telling a story to their neice, cutting wood, there was a longing for when they would next go up to Jerusalem for the worship feast. If you met them, you would probably notice that they talked about it often and naturally - a bit like us talking about our next holiday. But even more than that, you would notice that there was a strength in them. Even when things were hard. That anticipation, that longing, was the Lord's strength in them pulling them forward, "Blessed are those whose strength is in you, in whose hearts are the highways to Zion"

Fast forward to us. We no longer look forward to visiting the Jerusalem located in the Middle East. Instead we have a greater Zion/Jerusalem. It is described in Revelation. It is a city of stunning beauty and glory, that will come from heaven to the new creation and we will one day dwell there. God will be with us and he will wipe every tear from our eyes. 

God has placed in the heart of every believer a route to that city. Our prayer is that he would transform that route from an unused country track into a 6 lane motorway; that the Lord would grow our longing for this heavenly hope. 

As that highway in our heart grows wider and bigger, we will grow in the Lord's strength - "For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal" 1 Cor 4.17-18. We will find the greatest strength of all. The strength that faces all that the world, the flesh and the Devil throws at us, but stays standing steadfast.

But does this mean that we will become, "so heavenly minded that we will be no earthly use"? Will we become departure lounge Christians? 

No, for two reasons. The first is in the psalm itself - look at the impact - they bring life on the journey, "As they go through the Valley of Baca they make it a place of springs." They don't bring Zion into the desert (a mistaken theology made by some today), but their focus on Zion brings life around them as they journey to it. People and places are refreshed around them as they bring news of Zion.

The second reason is that the Lord has given us a foretaste of Zion here on earth. A foretaste of the assembly of God's people, where the Lord's presence is tangible: "For where two or three gather in my name, there I am with them" Matthew 18.20. Why not try this week to start orientating your week as a build up to Sunday. Make next Sunday the focus of your Monday. And in doing so, those paths in our heart will get widened and metalled, as we start looking towards the true Zion.

Straplines

Just a quick thought based on the last blog. It is striking how often companies and brands use straplines which sound profound but are nonsense. I don't just mean they are nonsense from a Christian worldview, but are nonsense within our culture's worldview.

I think that there is a reason for this and it is to do with our culture's shift in thinking around the notion of truth. In Vaughan Roberts recent series of Bible readings at Keswick (really excellent) - he talks about how in the Enlightenment (18th to 19th Century) thinkers moved from thinking that truth was found through revelation to the idea that truth was found through reason.

However, philosophy then found it impossible to find a basis for agreeing about anything. This led to our present situation of surrender. We will never find an agreed 'truth' so we will simply have to settle for deciding what is true for me. The problem is that this is subjective - we end up deciding that something is true because it seems true or feels true to me.

I think that modern nonsense slogans are the product of this. It no longer matters whether something is true - what impacts me is if it feels true or profound to me. And so advertisers are enticing us with what feels true. The problem (as we saw in the last post) is that it is often nonsense. So the truth we are constructing for ourselves is often nonsense. Isn't that a bit worrying - how can I trust my life to it? How will this truth bear the weight of my destiny? 

And that is another reason why the Bible is so wonderful. The Bible doesn't so much contain a powerful truth that I hold, but a Truth that is powerful enough to hold me.

Life's Better

"Life's better when there's nothing to stop you"

Advert for Spotify Premium

"I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."

Jesus - John 10.10

Sometimes you are listening to the radio, watching tv or you see some slogan on a t shirt and you think, "That sounds so good, so in tune with our culture's world view and yet it's total nonsense". 

I had that moment when one of my sons was playing music on the free Spotify app (quite a long story behind this about how Spotify is rubbish for young people under 18 whose parents are too stingy to buy a family account, but pretend that it's not because they are stingy but because they are too busy giving them lifts, washing up after them etc. to spend their time listening to music.)

The adverts came up, including one for Spotify premium with the strap line above. At the time we were in the car and my son said, "Life's better when there's nothing to stop you... like traffic laws or policemen." In a moment of insight (obviously genetically inherited) he hit the nail on the head. The Spotify strapline is nonsense. 

In fact thinking about it a bit more deeply, you realise that the truth is, "Life's Hell when there's nothing to stop you". When there are no rules, no restrictions, things become awful really quickly.

The real way of Life becoming better is found not in the Spotify advert, but in John 10.10. The problem with this verse though, is that it is often understood as if it were the Spotify advert. The logic goes something like this: 

• My Life will be better if I am free to do 'x'; 
• Jesus has promised me fullness of life;
• Therefore Jesus wants me to do 'x'
• If I then discover that the Bible says I shouldn't do 'x', it can't apply to me because that would be restrictive and so rob me of fullness of life and Jesus doesn't want that.

But this logic loses the context of what Jesus is saying in John 10.10. The context is that of the shepherd with the sheep. The choice is not between following the thief or going off on our own; the choice is between following the thief to loss and destruction or following the shepherd to fullness of life.

A sheep does not have fullness of life by doing what it wants to do with nothing to stop it. In another passage (Luke 11) we meet another sheep. It wanted to have nothing stopping it and so it stopped allowing the shepherd to show it where to go and ended up lost, facing death, and in need of rescue.

No, "Life is Better" is found in choosing well what will stop you from doing what will harm you. It is found in listening to the voice of the Good Shepherd - John 10.16. So the next time Jesus stops you doing something, by speaking to you through his word - Rejoice - because you are being led in the way of fullness of life.

 "Life's Better when the Good Shepherd stops you."

The greatest hope for a parent - long hair!

"then I will give him to the LORD for all the days of his life and no razor will ever be used on his head."

1 Samuel 1.11

(This follows on from the blog below)

If I were devising a parenting course now, the first question I might ask is:

"Why do you want a child?" 

This is the biggest question - the true answer to it is probably the single most important factor in someone's parenting, but we rarely ask it. Often the true answer (not necessarily the one given) might be a mixture of things:

• "I really want to be a mother/father"
• "It's what everyone else is doing"
• "I want someone to hold/love"
• "I want someone who will hold/love me"
• "I want to make a family"
• "I think it will make me happy"
• "I want to make a contribution to society"

Another question arises and pushes to the front when the child is born - What do I want for the child?

• "That they should be successful?"
• "That they should be healthy?"
• "That they should be happy?"

With all these answers there is a complex interplay of altruism and self centred needs. One of the terrible burdens our children carry is the things we need our children to be and to do for us. 

This was a danger Hannah faced. The waiting for a child, the building sense of desire and longing, could have been awful for Samuel. He could never have lived up to the idol she had made him.

But God saved her from this in her journey of waiting and vowing. She now had answers to those two questions:

Why did she want a child?

So that she could worship the Lord with him, by giving him to the Lord

What did she want for her child?

Long hair! (v.11) For us this is a bizarre aspect of the vow. However for the first readers it was immediately clear. Hannah's promise not to cut Samuel's hair was a sign of someone who is set apart for the Lord's special service. There is a clear link here to a former hairy man - Samson - used by the Lord to save his people.

Hannah's prayer is that her child will be uniquely used by the Lord. She wants his life to be glorious - to bring glory to the Lord and to share the Lord's glory. 

And how her desire is fulfilled! Not so much that he ends up leading God's people (although he does), but that he is the one who starts the fulfilment of her prophecy of an anointed king at the end of the song (v.10). What begins with her little baby, ends up with another baby born miraculously to another scorned woman - Jesus.

The challenge of Hannah's vow to Christian parents is, will we answer in the same way to those two questions. If we want the very best for our children we will want to give them wholly to the Lord and we will want them to be gloriously used by the Lord.

You see such a vision of parenthood in the story of Hudson Taylor. When he decided to go to China to serve the Lord, they in effect lost their son, but in the tears they rejoiced, because he was fulfilling their greatest hope for him son and they knew that there was no better place for him than in the Lord's service.

What if Hannah hadn't done this? 

One of the striking things about the Old Testament is that it can be understood as a catalogue of bad parenting. In fact, the concluding verse of the whole Old Testament (Malachi 4.6) is about how the promised John the Baptist would turn the hearts of the fathers to their children. Reading through the Old Testament, you see why it was needed. 

It is very hard to find successful parent-child combos in the Old Testament. Generally, it is a either a story of neglect or misplaced love (indulgence, favouritism, leniency). Two notable exceptions of times where the parent/child combo is a success are Abraham & Isaac and Hannah/Elkanah & Samuel. In both cases the child was offered as a living sacrifice to the Lord.

Child sacrifice was common in those days (see Jephthah). Children were given over to death in worship of the false gods. The parallel has often been made to abortion today. There is though another parallel. Giving our children to the gods of success (academic, sporting or financial), popularity, beauty, health, materialism. All of which lead to death. 

The choice as a parent is not whether or not we offer our children as sacrifices. As parents, that is inevitable. The choice is, will we offer our children to false gods that lead to death or will we offer them as living sacrifices to the Living God who gives eternal life?

Doing Deals with God?

"And she made a vow, 'LORD Almighty, if you will only look on your servant's misery and remember me, and... give her a son, then I will give him to the LORD'"

1 Samuel 1.11

Last Sunday at St Patrick's, I spoke on 1 Samuel 1-2. It was a painful experience, because I had to leave: so much unsaid, so many treasures unmined and so many challenges glossed over. But that's why I have a blog!

First a warning - this blog post is long!!

One of the aspects of the passage I couldn't focus on for long is Hannah's vow. For a while, I've noticed that the Bible speaks a lot about vows. There are a comparatively large number of texts in the Old Testament relating to regulations surrounding vows and in the New Testament, Paul takes a vow in Acts 18:18 in which he shaves his head (no mention is made of whether he grew a goatee and started drinking Chai Tea Latte at the same time!)

But the issue of vows in the Bible is quite tricky for two reasons: the first is that while the Bible speaks a lot about them, it doesn't seem to explain clearly in any one place what they are. The second is that at first glance it can seem like the person making the vow is doing a deal with God. Hannah appears to be like this. Her prayer appears to be "If God you do this for me, then I will do this for you". Surely this isn't how it works, surely this doesn't sit with a God of grace? So what is going on? (Have a look at my blog on Baruch to think further about the pain we cause ourselves when we think God owes us)

Hannah's vow raises three questions:

1. Is Hannah doing a deal with God?
2. If not, what is she doing in the vow?
3. What can we learn from the vow?

Is Hannah doing a deal with God?

Imagine you had a Mars Bar and I didn't. The thing is, I love Mars Bars. Knowing that you are generous I ask you for the Mars Bar. You don't give it to me. So, I start pleading. Every day I send you texts, voicemail, carrier pigeons etc. Begging. No response. In the end I plead: 

"Please give me the Mars Bar. If you give me the Mars Bar, I will give you the Mars Bar"

You see the point? It's a nonsense deal. You would have to conclude that it wasn't the Mars Bar I really wanted. So what could it be? Maybe what I am really looking for is a sign of your love and favour towards me. Maybe what I am looking for is the opportunity to bless someone with the gift of the Mars Bar. What I'm not really doing is a deal with you for a Mars Bar.

In a similar way, when you look at Hannah's prayer it becomes a nonsense deal. She in effect says, "Give me a son and I will give you my son". What sort of deal is that? Hannah must be doing something else.

Now we might say that what Hannah really wants is the first three years of a son's life. She's heard, wrongly, that teenagers are a nightmare and she thinks she will have the best years. Or she may only want the removal of the shame of being childless. Somehow though, the price of her child for that seems steep. But there are other reasons in the text to think that this isn't what Hannah is doing.

Hannah has joy at the handing over of her child. No doubt there were tears as Samuel was introduced to Eli for the first time and then left, but there is also joy. She sings. "My heart rejoices". This doesn't sound like the conclusion of a hard negotiated deal, where she's only just finished out on top.

The second striking thing is that in Hannah's prayer of praise, she doesn't focus on Samuel or herself very much - she is really focused on the Lord. This suggests that Hannah is a woman who really does delight to put God first

So what is Hannah doing in the vow?

Clearly in the Bible there are some examples of people treating vows as doing a deal with God - a sort of divine bribery that was typical of the false religions around Israel. One example might be Jephthah - who ends up killing his daughter. Another example might be Jacob's vow (Genesis 28). But just because a character in the Bible makes vows in a partiuclar way, does not indicate that that is a good example to follow. Indeed is it any surprise that the Del Boy of the Bible (Jacob) should try and do a 'deal' with God. 

Instead, when you look at vows in the Bible they seem to be closely linked to worship. Often part of the vow is about bringing something, an offering, to the Lord at the sanctuary. 

Looking at Hannah's example, I think that the following is the most likely motivations for Hannah's vow: 

The vow is an expression of longing

When you think about it, many of the questions we have about vows are similar to our questions about fasting and prayer. Why do we fast? Is it a deal? Do we fast because we think that God is more likely to give us what we want if we fast? Of course not. Fasting is a way of expressing the depth of our longing and our reliance on God. Fasting is itself worship, because it humbles ourselves by recognising our weakness, as it exalts God as our Abundantly Gracious Loving Father.

So the offering in a vow is an expression of our longing and dependance on God - it is worship.

The vow is an expression of trustworthiness

Imagine the scene. The 17 year old goes to his dad and asks to borrow the car. The dad is understandably nervous and so pauses. The son keeps on asking. Finally, the son says, "Dad, if you give me the car I will be so careful. I promise that I will stick to the speed limit, I will fill the car up with petrol and I will get Granny's shopping."

This could be seen in two ways. You could say that the son is doing a cynical deal with the Dad. Or it could be that the son is assuring the Dad that he can be trusted with the blessing of the car. At that moment, noone knows (possibly not even the son), the only one who could know would be someone who can look on the heart. Of course if the Dad gives him the key, what he then does with the car will give more clues.

I think that Hannah's prayer is along these lines: If you give me a son, I will be trustworthy with him - I won't misuse the gift.

Going back to the illustration above. There is a chance that the son's waiting for the Dad to agree, changed something in him. If the Dad had immediately given him the keys, he might have unthinkingly picked up his friends, done some handbrake turns, broken all the speed limits, left his Granny at the bus stop and returned home on petrol fumes.

The process of waiting and making the vow, developed his understanding of what the gift was for. His desire for the car grew and matured.

By the time of the vow, Hannah had reached a place where she truly understood why God gave the gift of children to parents and how her child would find true fulfilment.

In other words, God used the waiting and the vow to refine Hannah's desires, until she finally wanted a child for the reason which would lead to blessing: Blessing for God, blessing for her and blessing for Samuel.

What can we learn from the vow?

I'll talk about this in the next blog...

Disillusioned with politics?

Are you feeling disillusioned with politics? Then listen to the excellent talk by Tim Farron the former leader of one of our major political parties. It is encouraging, challenging and inspiring. Praise God for those who are prepared to get their hands mucky in His service.

You can get the talk here: Tim Farron's Keswick Lecture

The enabling Spirit

"He said to me, 'Son of man, stand up on your feet and I will speak to you.'
As he spoke, the Spirit came into me and raised me to my feet,
and I heard him speaking to me"

Ezekiel 2.1-2

What does God expect me to do for him? What if I can't do it?

This is a big moment at the beginning of Ezekiel's ministry as a prophet. And the Lord tells him that he is going to speak to Ezekiel. All the Lord requires is that Ezekiel should stand. Between Ezekiel and hearing from the living, covenant keeping, almighty God is the simply act of standing.

Such a small act of obedience, but so far from Ezekiel's ability. To be fair to Ezekiel he has just seen what Holy really means and he is terrified - as you and I would be. 

So hear we are. God has given a command which Ezekiel is unable to obey. 

And then. 

"As he spoke, the Spirit came into me and raised me to my feet". Isn't that amazing. Isn't that stunningly tender and gentle and intimate.

The Lord commands, the Spirit enables.

When the Lord commands what is impossible for us (and he does daily), when he commands us to give up something that is precious to us, to go somewhere which terrifies us, to do something which overwhelms us, something so hard that we collapse before it - his Spirit comes into us and raises us to our feet.

"Again Jesus said, 'Peace be with you!
As the Father has sent me, I am sending you.'
And with that he breathed on them and said,
'Receive the Holy Spirit.'"

John 20.21-22

Lacking no good thing

"those who seek the Lord lack no good thing"

Psalm 34.10

I'm just memorising Psalm 34 (it's taking some time!) and I was really struck by this promise of God's Word - that the one who seeks/fears the Lord lacks no good thing. It is a great promise to learn, memorise and treasure. It is a great and hopeful verse promising such peace and satisfaction and contentment. 

But what happens when we struggle with the experience of feeling that our life is missing something. Some recognition, some relationship, some possession. Try thinking of that thing right now. Does this verse become some sort of pie in the sky when you die? No.

Instead it assures us that God knows our need best. He knows that that thing on which our heart is fixed, would, at this time, do us harm and not good. As one writer I read recently wrote, God is keeping from us what we would keep from ouselves if we knew everything he does and if we loved ourselves as much as he loves us.

We might reply, "But the thing I want is a good thing." That is often true, but maybe that good thing is not something we lack at the moment and to have it would actually do us harm. One time, when we were relatively short of cash, we got an unexpected bill. The Lord challenged us that day to rest on his goodness. To recognise that if he takes that money away, he does so for our good. And so, we tried to say, "The Lord knew that we would use that good money to buy something that would harm us, and so he spared us the temptation." It wasn't an easy prayer, but through it the Lord helped us to focus on his goodness and loving kindness to us in all things.

One of the prayers in the Valley of Vision says this,

"Lawful blessings are the secret idols and do most hurt, 

the greatest injury is in the having, the greatest good in the taking away

In love divest me of blessings that I may glorify thee more,

remove the fuel of my sin

and may I prize the gain of a little holiness 

as overbalancing all my losses"